I can not even begin to tell you how many years I have been unhappy. Felt unwanted , super sexually frustrated. At this point I just feel like I’m wasting my love and my life away!
I have been with the same man for 15 years. We’ve had some good times and some bad. Really bad ones too. Our anniversary is this month & I feel like I’m in the middle of a midlife crisis. I need more attention, I need more affection and I need a lot more sex.
I’ve stayed with him because I love him and I’m loyal to him but he treats me like I’m just there, nothing special or important just something that’s good to have around when you need it. Like a pair of old shoes.
I’m sad all the time and I feel like I’m wasting my life away. One day I’ll be old and no one is going to want to be affectionate to a old woman. Treat them like your first love.
I just want to cry or die.
What is happening to me.
I can’t say anything about the sex because then it just gets weird.
All I know is I’m done going to him for Sex. Maby I should just leave for a while. Maby then he’ll appreciate me again. Like he used to. Love me like he used to. Grab me and kiss me like he used to.
Or do I stick around and keep being treated like that old pair of comfortable shoes you just like having even tho you’ll prob never wear it again.
He keeps giving me stuff but stuff doesn’t make me happy. Being held and told I love you sincerely, being grabbed and taken like you truly still want me , bringing me roses 🌹 for no reason. Caring about what I want and need and how I feel about things.
Those things will make me happy.
Buy me a house – buy me a car. I don’t want any of it if I can’t have you.
You can buy me a planet 🌎 and I won’t be happy 😃 if I can’t have you.
Be held by you. Be touched by you. Be wanted by you.
Love me the way you promised you would always love me when we first started dating and I will be your everythingMiss-Sad ❤️